Obscurity persists !

Stuck in the middle of LOC…lines of code!

Its a huge web and I get lost in the trail that leads from start to endless edge!

The end seems to be unattainable and the start is lost somewhere beyond reach.

There is nothing great or fanciful about the work here. Yet there is a constant fight for the job.

I have this job and am plastic happy...but not happy happy. I shouldnt be saying that am not happy coz I chose or rather I had no choice but to take it…paupers cannot be choosers you see!

Fielding each day to gain more, learn more, I acknowledge how discontented me and many more around me are…doing the job that they took or got!

I don’t know whether am doing this for myself or for others or god knows for what reason!

I seem to have misplaced my skill set.

I get these chronic tickles in my stomach kindling me to change my course and move in a direction where I would be better suited…but now again the fundamental question is…what is it that am better suited at?

It’s this obscurity why am still around, doing something that I don’t find pleasure in or may be am trying to find some pleasure...its a vicious circle.