Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Why, why , why and more why!!!

When its time to take decision why am I confronted with so many uncertainties or why do I have so many doubts?
I need to decide on what is more important in life albeit it’s not like one thing is less important than the other.
Want to do right things at the right time but what about those things that are already due or over the expiry date and yet incomplete !
I want to start afresh.
I want to be in the moment when I have nothing to worry or care about.
I am chasing every moment to find calmness in and around me…no more turmoil God…please!!!
I wonder if everyone feels the same or it’s just me who has myriads of thoughts jacketing my mind and heart at any given instant of time.
I want to, for once, think with my heart.
I want to feel the bliss in being foolishly emotional and not calculate every decision that I make or take.
Why should I think of analysis and rationalism in everything that I do?
Why don’t I crave for chocolates and ice creams and all those junk stuff like many others?
Why do I have to think of past and future?
Why, why of all things should I have so many questions?
Why not do something that I want to and just forget for that moment and experience the delight.
It would be like indulging in a huge chunk of ice-cream when I know I can’t endure the chill.
How I wish everything was practical and yet simple!!!

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